Tag: emotional alchemy

At the beginning of last year, I heard an episode on Threshold Moments about Imbolc. Listening to Sarah Tacy’s podcast created a momentum that truly set me on my inner revolution. I listened to many episodes, many times, and slowly, in those quiet moments with myself, I began to remember what had once been essential to me—journaling, dancing, contemplating and listening inwardly.

There was one line Sarah said once that stayed with me: “Support didn’t rescue me, it revealed me.” This is exactly how Sarah’s support has worked for me. The stretch it offers is not about being fixed, but about having the capacity to truly build practices into my life—not trying them randomly, but integrating them from a place of sovereignty and presence.

During Resourced 1.0 (Sarah’s Nervous System’s Healing Course), I remember sharing how much I struggled with asking for help. Through time, reflection, and practice, I’ve begun to see how precious my energy truly is. When I tend to it consciously, I can be a better mother, wife, friend—more myself in every role.

In that first round, I arrived in the unknown territory of Sovereignty. I remember wondering: What does my sovereign self look like? That question became the starting point for my Resourced 2.0 journey. This round, I felt my awareness expand—rooted in sensing my individual self, and at the same time reaching into the spirit realm. Sarah Tacy’s classes hold this rare balance: wildly useful, everyday tools for nervous system regulation, while gently opening portals to the unseen.

Solitude became a place of remembrance rather than absence for me.

From that place, I felt called to look back—to my lineage.

And this yearning brought me Human Design and Gene Keys into my life. Only recently, I began studying them alongside Western Astrology, which I’ve been devoted to for over twenty years. What I love about these systems is how much self-understanding they offer. They have deepened my capacity to be alone with myself without getting lost. (They feel like a beautiful complement to the nervous system support I received.)

Not long ago I created charts for the women in my family: my mother, grandmother, great-grandmother, great-great-grandmother, and my daughter. This playful inquiry revealed profound connections.

My great-great-grandmother was born in 1865, her daughter in 1888, my grandmother in 1922, my mother in 1950, me in 1978, and my daughter in 2018. I was deeply moved to see how my great-great-grandmother’s life theme revolved around losing Eden—and finding it again. My great-grandmother carried the essence of direction, identity, leadership, and perspective.

My grandmother was a deeply creative woman. She supported her family through intricate handmade embroidery, yet her artistry was never truly recognized. Only years later, standing in the Vatican and seeing monumental embroideries on the walls, did I fully grasp the mastery she carried so quietly. That calling continued—my mother longed to be an actor, yet never allowed herself to follow it.

And then there is me. I hear the echo of that creative calling through my writing. I feel myself as the storyteller of the generations—the one who gathers, names, and weaves the threads. And I sense that my daughter will be the one who creates the change we have all been yearning for.

As the course ended, I feel that Sarah has become part of this tapestry for me—where women’s wisdom, solitude, and inner knowing weave a net of healing across time and lineage.

I am wrtiting this as inspiration for those who might not know her yet, but are looking for something worthwhile to put their energy and attention toward.

Right now I stand in the tension field, engaging with the fertile void – so timely closing to the new moon. I am deeply looking forward to the next version of my evolution.

Love,
may the festive season bring health, wealth and all goodness you wish for!

Sat Nam,

Viki

Ps: From beginning of the next year Sarah’s opens her membership called Juice. If you join in december you’ll get the first month free!

You colud read my Inspirational writin on Sarah’s work, how we meet, and about what she offers HERE, and listen & watch the interview I made with her on my YouTube Channel.